Tuesday, November 28, 2006
What is LOVE exactly?
It is a word that many people around the world hear or say everyday.
For some people, LOVE means spending the rest of the life living with the person he/she love.
And for some people, LOVE means going to bed (PERVERTIC).
From my point of view..LOVE isn’t just a word.It’s a word humans use to confess to other humans.
In fact, LOVE is unlike untrue LOVE. Untrue LOVE means wasting money, time, effort, feelings & patience.
Why do I say that?
MONEY: Have to buy flowers even when the economic is so bad.TIME: Have to communicating with the girl or boy.EFFORT: Trying to woo the girl or boy.PATIENCE: Wait for her to arrive when going on a date.
If you are in love with a person you really love & it’s a true love relationship, you would never mind going through all these extent just for your loved ones.
1 more thing, never ever say ‘I LOVE YOU’ to a girl or boy, say ‘My feelings for you is so deep and sincere and I don’t want you to leave me’.
So, when you ‘LOVE’ someone, make sure that you are very prepared for all these sacrifices.
hmm.. saw this at my friend desgin de webby so i just copy it.. haha.. just find it interesting ba..
Sunday, November 26, 2006
my bad day at work
after working for 1 yr le.. everytime.. i can onli ren no matter wat remarks which were said to us and not arguing back.. u noe how difficult it is?? everytime.. i will try to ren but.. it's difficult.. got once.. someone told me tat no matter wat.. no matter how difficult the remarks will be.. "nv shed any tears in front of tat person, nv show tat person tat u are weak".. i remember those words.. and i once make a promise to myself tat i wont cry le but today, i still did..
manager: pls la.. y save e money for not repairing the belts??? we don like it.. neither do the customers like it.. today.. i already kana scolding and nagging liao lo.. even kk oso kana call out.. u save the money onli to make us get scolding.. lidat gd mehz?? how many more complaints do u wanna before u start to repair the belts???
oink oink: pls la.. the more u talk.. the more i will hate u onli.. y make urself till lidat?? u this bitch.. go other branch and bully their cashiers.. they complain to their manager and noe u at which branch le.. u think this is veri proud ar?? pls lo.. u are no diff from tat durian aunty do u noe??? just shut ur mouth la..u think this is funny izzit???
i am really tired.. i cant hold back my tears.. my eyes are already so painful liao..haiz.. belt spoil.. they don wanna repair oso our fault.. everything oso our fault.. sianz la.. all onli noe how to blame and blame us onli.. u bully us.. next time ur daughter/son come out to the society and work.. they oso kana bully by pp wat.. so wat is the use??? haiz..
Thursday, November 23, 2006
sick and tired of my lifemy heart hurts.. it is bleeding(emotionally).. tat is the main reason y i nv go to school today.. no matter how sick i am.. i would still drag myself to school.. but after all those things i saw.. i really wish i could disappear from this world.. i donnoe how to react when i saw u.. as per normal??? i doubt i can do it.. i really feel veri tired.. if u would me, would u feel happy??? would u like it??? arrgh.. i cannot take it anymore..really cant.. whenever i am alone.. i would remember the everything i saw yest.. argh..life still would go on as per normal even without me.. so it is better without me.. i guess.. i really think so..
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
is this how my life goes??haiz.. y must things become to wat it is now?? it's so tiring.. veri tiring.. at work.. at home.. in school.. everywhere.. there seems to have problem.. will things go back to how it has in the veri first place?? i doubt so.. i have lost alot of the nice memories which were given to me in the first place.. they are broken and nv replace back le.. i feel tat i am so far away from everything.. but not from u..
i wish that in this world.. there will ba a pill.. whereby eat le.. we will be in a coma.. onli to wake up after we have think through everything and face them but not avoid.. haiz..
how long can we avoid? things just go back to how it was in the first place.. when i was at the school bus stop..waiting for bus to go home at 8.45 ba.. i suddenly don wish to go home.. just be alone.. out in this world.. where no one can find/ contact me.. but.. i noe i couldn't.. there are still so many things which i haven do.. ..........
Friday, November 17, 2006
donnoe wat to post oso.. haiz.. i really donnoe wat is going on.. i really feel so weird.. haiz.. suddenly.. i feel so tired of my life.. tired of being myself.. wanted to delete away my blog.. but i noe this one is done by 2 best buddies.. u noe.. really cant bear.. but haiz.. when then i can leave this complicated world?? when then will things go more smoothly for me?? i really donnoe.. how long can i tahan i oso donnoe.. i am losing the every strength to ren le.. it hurts whenever the truth is told to me.. all the things which i can do.. i ahve already done le.. e rest is all up to my fate le.. haiz.. see me when i am outside, i like siao siao.. keep laughing and smiling.. but.. haiz.. just kept things inside myself.. y say it out when it is not going to solve any of the things which happens?? can i really let go of everything inside my heart?? i really donnoe.. 4 yrs have past but time still didnt heal anything.. how long then can it heal?? how long then i can forget abt the incident?? i really donnoe.. haiz.. when then i can untie all those xin jie in my heart?? haiz.. i wish.. i wish.. i wish.. i really wish.. just a simple gal who has a simple wish.. haiz.. is it really so hard to make it come true?? haiz.. all i have been doing is avoiding all the issues.. i don have the courage to face it.. but how long can it last?? how long can i avoid?? i oso donnoe.. haiz.. as long as i can ba..
Saturday, November 11, 2006
hmm.. working morning shift today.. boring la.. cause i at e last counter.. counter 6.. no customers come to my counter de lo.. then i just sit there waiting for my lunch hr to come.. but before i went for my lunch.. i saw this regular customer of mine carrying a baby then come talk to me.. OMG.. e baby was so ke ai!!! she was onli 2 months old.. keep smiling de.. haha..then after tat donnoe y suddenly got headache.. haiz.. then it was so painful tat i cannot ren le.. so go chief cashier room and ask for pandol lo.. hmm.. tml i can get to see e new cashier le.. haha..so curious abt her.. rain and rain and rain.. hope tml morning after i reach e office will start raining heavily oso.. then tat stupid durian aunty wont come and disturb us le.. haiz..
Friday, November 10, 2006
hmm.. this few days feeling so tired.. so sleepy.. donnoe y sia.. mayb not enough slp ba.. sleeping quite early too.. lessons were boring too.. especially OOP lo.. haiz.. feeling so helpless and stupid whenever i started doing OOP.. everything make me feel headache.. one small changes and all e errors would start popping out lo.. see pp so clever noe how to do.. but me lehz.. haiz.. today walk past atrium when i was on my way home.. then saw this "stall" so i walk over lo.. then got this small little boy who was promoting his staff.. so young and yet he is able to promote.. hmm.. can see tat he has quite alot of confident in himself.. i wish i could be like him.. so confident in myself. but haiz.. i lose all my confident le.. donnoe how to find them back.. hmm..
yest we had a long break.. 2 hrs plus.. went to eat with marina they all.. then after tat we decided to go to e library to borrow video.. i borrowed "Finding Nemo".. cause 2 pp watch together ma.. so kean watch with me lo..even though it was quite nice but i watch till half way.. i almost fall asleep.. haha..
then after we went for our OOP lesson le..hmm..
haiz..
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
S&W was fun.. but a bit tiring and my hand hurts a bit too.. got a bit of red red spots on my right hand too.. and after e training is is visible lo.. donnoe y.. hope tml will be okie cause it make my hand look ugly.. sob..today was shaun who is e leader to lead us do e warming up.. so funny lo.. his action.. haha.. enjoy S&W..then was CATS lesson.. haiz.. same old things abt wat he is saying lo.. so i don wish to say le.. haha..at first after our CATS... me, meiling and marina thought of going to gym de.. but in e end we change to library.. went to rent videos lo.. spent our afternoon at there ba..then marina and meiling doze off while we were watching.. haha.. i oso ren.. i almost doze off too.. watch from 1.20 to 3 plus.. then after tat go sports hall.. haha..they having S&W so we go there play badminton for a while.. hehe.. then after tat went home le.. haha.. so tiring oso.... i have been thinking abt for e past few hours?? or rather since mon?? after wat u have said.. haiz.. i really feel so heavy in my heart.. everytime u ask me wanna go where.. i mostly would say east coast cause to me.. i believe tat it will make me feel better..haiz.. but nvm ba..
Monday, November 06, 2006
hmm.. blogging in class now lo.. donnoe can do wat oso..most of us oso not listening to lectures... today i whole day oso no mood to listen to any lectures.. have being thinking abt wat happen yest night..thinking of e everything tat i have heard.. haiz... in a world of my own now.. which no one can enter ba expect for.... but wat can i do?? i can do nth neither can i do anything.. i could onli wish.. argh.. I WISH.. I WISH.......... i really wish wat u have said yest will not happen.. but.. haiz... I REALLY WISH.... haiz..
Sunday, November 05, 2006
haiz.. today start work at 8.. so sianz lo.. every sun got this stupid irritating "durian" aunty coming to disturb us at work.. haiz.. for wat sia?? is ur life really tat boring, tat no life tat u have to come make things so difficult for us??? y do we have to entertatin all ur shitting man.. we have to run and hide whenever we saw u.. do u noe how sickening u are to us??when we don act according to wat u wanna, u would say "shit" when ur request are so unreasonable.. who do u think u are?? u are already being blacklisted by us.. ur complains are no longer of any use.. then wat is e use man!!! just kindly take ur change and get lost from our check-up counter!!! give u a $5 notes u don wanna.. u wanna 2 $2 notes with numbers ending with 7,8 or 9.. give u a $1 coin u don wanna. u wanna 2 $0.50, give u a $0.20 u don wanna.. u wanna 2 $0.10 coins.. u take liao will win lottery first prize mehz??? idiot.. don have then u wanna cancel sales.. make us kana scolded by our chief cashier sometimes.. don ever let me see u outside disturbing other cashiers or any staff.. i will take revenge.. u just watch out!!!
Friday, November 03, 2006
hmm.. today got bbq at east coast park at around 5 plus 6 ba.. haha.. quite fun ba.. tat was e first time i help to start a fire..but too bad,i cant ton lo.. how i wish i could then i see sun rise oso.. hmm.. can see e stars too.. but i went at around 9.45 ba.. my piggy no2 so gd sia.. can ton lo.. hmm..
enjoy ba.. for those for who still at there and thanks for sending me home.. i noe veri ma fan ba.. haiz.. sometimes i feel so.. nvm ba..
luckily tml i working afternoon.. i still thought i working morning.. finally i got a day which i can slp later le..Zzzz
Thursday, November 02, 2006
20 people you can think of right now.
Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people.
1. gabriel
2. kean
3. tze ping
4. shi ying
5. marina
6. meiling
7. ruth
8. ya yun
9. azizah
10. sabrina
11. sharon
12. chris
13. annie
14. allibert
15.jonathan
16. yao en
17.jun xian
18. wei lun
19. zhong ming
20. angie
Questions:
How did i meet #14 - allibert?
` my sec school classmate
What would you do if you never met #1 - gabriel?
` hmm.. complian to him abt my bad moods
What would you do if #20 - angie and #9 - azizah dated?
` stun..i oso donnoe
Does #6 - meiling and #17 - jun xian make a good couple?
` hmm.. not bad ba.. hehe..
Describe #3 - tze ping
`noisy.. but active.. haha
Do you think #8 - ya yun is attractive?
` haha.. of course
Tell me something about #7 - ruth?
` haha.. funny..
Do you know any of #12 -chris?
` always see her during work..
What are #8 -ya yun favourites?
` i oso donnoe lehz..
What would you do if #18 - wei lun confess that she likes you?
`cannot.. he got ai ai liao..
What language does #15 - jonathanspeak?
` english
Who is #9 - azizah going out with??
` hmm.. sometimes me..
How old is #16 - yao en now?
` err.. 3 yrs old ba
Who is #2 kean's favourite band/singer?
` he likes to listen to techno de..
Would you ever date #4 - shi ying?
` nope cause i not les
Would you date #7 - ruth?
` no.. cause i not les..
Is #15 - jonathan single?
` i donnoe..
What's #10 -sabrina's last name?
` i oso donnoe..
Would you ever be in a serious relationship with #11 - sharon?
` she got 1 daughter and son le
What school does #3 - tze ping go to?
` school of ict (MBS i think)
Where does #6 -meiling lives?
` near pasir ris??? (donnoe how to spell oso)
What's your favourite thing about #5 - marina?
`veri funny..haha..
Have you seen #1 - gabriel naked?
`no way man.. later i sure kana sore eyes..
Class survey
1) Who sits nxt to you ? ` shiying
2) Who sits infront of you?` Fu liang
3) Who sits on your left? `no one
4) Who are your best friend within this class? ` donnoe..
5) Most shy girl ?` Wani
6) Most shy guy?` Kean
7) Cutest guy? ` donnoe who
8) Cutest girl?` meiling
9) Prettiest ?` meiling
10) Brightest of all?` Jin Hui
11) Loudest of all? ` ferry..
12) Funniest? ` aloy, shaun, ferry sometimes
13) How funny are they? ` quite funny
14) Most abnormal? ` erm .......
15) Most innocent looking girl & guy ? ` Chris
16) Ugliest? ` None
17) Tallest? ` Shaun
18) Fattest? ` don have ba
19) Who do you want to choose to be your bf/gf ? ` errr...
20) Your class fav. tcher?` donnoe
21) The tcher your class dislike? ` CATS cher
22) Favourite sub? ` Business Information System???
23) Dislike sub? ` Networking Fundementals and Object-Orientated Programming
24) Your class's class rep? ` Jin Hui
25) How's he/she? ` okie okie lo
26) Who's the asst. class rep?`Kaifeng
27) How's he/she? ` okie okie ba
28) What's your class? `T12!
29) What your class like to do?` Eat, Slack, gaming
30) Do you love your class? ` i'm lovin it
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
hmm..donnoe wat to say oso.. suddenly feel so tired.. tired of the things le.. haiz.. i oso donnoe y..
today..donnoe y e "radio" wont off de lohz.. haiz.. e battery sure spoil liao lo.. feel so irritating lo.. but no choice lo..have to bear with it..
my second nephew de nanny donnoe how to take care of baby de lo.. anyhow bully my bao bei sia.. haiz.. my poor bao bei.. anyhow give him eat things.. keep bringing my nephew go cut bota lo.. haiz.. sad sia..
hmm.. overall e day was okie ba.. haha.. happy tat u like it too..
