donnoe wat to post oso.. haiz.. i really donnoe wat is going on.. i really feel so weird.. haiz.. suddenly.. i feel so tired of my life.. tired of being myself.. wanted to delete away my blog.. but i noe this one is done by 2 best buddies.. u noe.. really cant bear.. but haiz.. when then i can leave this complicated world?? when then will things go more smoothly for me?? i really donnoe.. how long can i tahan i oso donnoe.. i am losing the every strength to ren le.. it hurts whenever the truth is told to me.. all the things which i can do.. i ahve already done le.. e rest is all up to my fate le.. haiz.. see me when i am outside, i like siao siao.. keep laughing and smiling.. but.. haiz.. just kept things inside myself.. y say it out when it is not going to solve any of the things which happens?? can i really let go of everything inside my heart?? i really donnoe.. 4 yrs have past but time still didnt heal anything.. how long then can it heal?? how long then i can forget abt the incident?? i really donnoe.. haiz.. when then i can untie all those xin jie in my heart?? haiz.. i wish.. i wish.. i wish.. i really wish.. just a simple gal who has a simple wish.. haiz.. is it really so hard to make it come true?? haiz.. all i have been doing is avoiding all the issues.. i don have the courage to face it.. but how long can it last?? how long can i avoid?? i oso donnoe.. haiz.. as long as i can ba..
