is this how my life goes??
haiz.. y must things become to wat it is now?? it's so tiring.. veri tiring.. at work.. at home.. in school.. everywhere.. there seems to have problem.. will things go back to how it has in the veri first place?? i doubt so.. i have lost alot of the nice memories which were given to me in the first place.. they are broken and nv replace back le.. i feel tat i am so far away from everything.. but not from u..
i wish that in this world.. there will ba a pill.. whereby eat le.. we will be in a coma.. onli to wake up after we have think through everything and face them but not avoid.. haiz..
how long can we avoid? things just go back to how it was in the first place.. when i was at the school bus stop..waiting for bus to go home at 8.45 ba.. i suddenly don wish to go home.. just be alone.. out in this world.. where no one can find/ contact me.. but.. i noe i couldn't.. there are still so many things which i haven do.. ..........
