sick and tired of my life
my heart hurts.. it is bleeding(emotionally).. tat is the main reason y i nv go to school today.. no matter how sick i am.. i would still drag myself to school.. but after all those things i saw.. i really wish i could disappear from this world.. i donnoe how to react when i saw u.. as per normal??? i doubt i can do it.. i really feel veri tired.. if u would me, would u feel happy??? would u like it??? arrgh.. i cannot take it anymore..really cant.. whenever i am alone.. i would remember the everything i saw yest.. argh..
life still would go on as per normal even without me.. so it is better without me.. i guess.. i really think so..