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Saturday, October 25, 2008

She have decided that this will be the last blog from her. This is the 3rd time she watch "Money Not Enough 2". Each time she watch it, tears will filled up her eyes and just rolled down her cheek. She is reminded of the past. Can anyone believe that 1 yr have just passed lidat in just a blink of our eyes? The day where he left her forever, she will nv forget it.. she is still grieving over the past and she simply cant let go of the past.

She will just continue to keep everything in her heart and life will still goes on for her.. The final lap for her poly life. Good or Bad? Cant be determined i guess..

Thanks for everything. You have hurt her too deep till she cant take it anymore. She realized that nothing she does makes you happy.. All the happy memories are no longer there.. everything becomes so blury.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008

I am veri lazy to update my blog.. seriously, i feel like closing down my blog. =S

Total madness.. can u imagine that i woke up at 5.45am today? tossing here and there but unable to get back to sleep already, so i decided to go for a morning jog around 7am since my lesson starts at 9am. =p Second day of school.. 3 hrs of lectures can kill me!! super sleepy after merely 1/2 hrs. LOLs..

My bro came back from Italy already for his business trip. Chocolates from there are veri different. Especially it's Ferrero Rochas( it is spelled in another way.. cant see how to spell it). Veri yummy.. when u put the chocolate in ur mouth.. the thick chocolate will mend in ur mouth.. without any nuts. Another type is that some of kind of wine is being wrapped up by the dark chocolates. The wine smell is kinda strong.

Before school reopen, i met up with my sec school friends. Bee chun, ruth, michelle, jun ping, ek, tze ping and khakit. Walk around Clark quay for serveral times.. Wondering where to settle down to chat.. In the end, we decided to go to Eski Bar and henry happen to be working over there too. When i reach home.. i am pondering over the past and i just cried.. zzz.. i still cant let go.. Haiz.

Lastly, i still haven upload the photos i have taken during my birthday, given by my baby.. veri sorry.. =S
Monday, September 15, 2008

Went out with my baby today! He came to fetch me around 12.30pm and he gave me a surprise! A super cute rose on the outside of the giftwrappe; inside it is a scholar bear.. LOLs... I loved it lah.. sha gua.. Will post the pics soon.

Reached vivo around 1pm and we shop around, decided to catch "Death Racer" with him instead of Wall E.. 2 movie tickets only cost us $7.50.. Hahaha.. The cheapest price we gotten as its a birthday treat from GV plus the member card is so cute.

Between 1pm to 3.35pm, went hunting for my presents!! Went to grab something for lunch over at California something.. Cant recalled the name.. The burger is quite yummy but alot of sauces drippling out from it that it stained my dress.. *sobx* I still teased my dear that he don't know how to eat, but in the end it seems that i am worse than him.. Lame lohz.. =.=!!!
Baby bought a Turtle coin purse and a blue mushroom.. Hehe.. Turtles are sooooo cute.. Bought a thighs from Forever 21 and saw a top veri nice.. Aiming for it.. Notice majority of the shops are selling checker clothings and some are so nice but is rather costly?

After the movie, we went to Bukit Panjang Plaza.. Used to be my workplace for a short period of time. ^^ bought a top and another thighs.. Dinner over at The Cafe Cartel. Both of us ordered signature dish and is quite tasty but i forgot to take pics of our food. Sorry baby.

Homemake breads served
Sunday, September 14, 2008

14th Sept.. also happen to be mooncake festival today is a day whereby i should be feeling elated? Haiz.. but that's not the case.. I am feeling so moody.. zzz.. Haiz.. Cause someone is no longer by my side to celebrate my birthday with me already? Even when my bro call me.. he also asked me why do i sound so sianzz... My friends also asked me why do i sound so sian..

Thanks for all the greetings that i received from my friends... and my family plus my nephew sang birthday songs to me!

Went over to stay at a hotel with mummy, elder bro and his family on 13th sept.. It is near mustafa? LOLs.. I went straight after work to look for them..

Smiles Smiles Smiles.. I am supposed to be feeling happy...Letting go of the past is wat my friends told me but i just cant.. Imagine someone looking after u since u are born and the every memories that we used to have.......

Anyway, i manage to "repair" my v3 today after much slamming and hitting of it? LOLs.. surprisingly after 1 yr plus.. it could still be repaired. But i lost all my friend's birthday dates... Zzzz.. So sorry that i nv msg them.. LOL..

Lastly, Happy Belated Birthday to Marina and Harry Potter!!
Tuesday, September 09, 2008

I went over to Xing Wan again.. LOL.. my lao gong came to look for me and dinner over there.. Was starving the other day loh..

Hai.. Life has been boring to me huh? There are so many things i would like to say to u, yet i chose to kept quiet. Lies Lies Lies???

Mid-Autumn Festival is coming soon and guess wat? Harry Potter; my ex colleague's birthday is on sept 13.. lols.. surprising!
Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Oh gosh.. I am feeling rather idle to go to work nowadays!! But everytime i think of those cute babies patronizing the shop with their parents, i would force myself to go.. =p My lady boss treat me to IKEA's hot dog bread together with mustard and chili sauce.. *Yummy*

Sat was Ms Wu's wedding!!! Congrats to Ms Wu but sorry too that i am unable to go.. I had to work full..
I was slacking around with my boss and we feel like munching on something and we decided to go for the ongoing promotion! There is a promotion going on which says that with every purchase of $10, u will get a set of OLIVE set meal which compromise of 1 yoghurt and a packet of cereal. We reprinted 1 of our customer's receipt and i went down to redeem the meal~~

Olive Set Meal

Feeling so full after munching on the cereal.. Started finding things to do as it was quite quiet on that day..

I am missing the feeling of having dinner at Xing Wan Cafe.. Haha.. Will we have the chance to have our dinner over at there againnn?
Thursday, August 21, 2008

Sentosa today.. Ruth was suppose to be here too but she got job orientation.. Board bus number 100 and it was a free ride! The bus was so crowded when it reach my stop.. Still squeeze in and the driver just smile to me. LOLs.. Decided to go off around 2.10pm cause i am meeting my bf after that.. While bathing, some shampoo got into my right eye!!! *painful*

Hmm.. reach his house around 4.30pm.. Saw his mummy outside his unit.. Oo.. when i went in. he told me that the technician will be making his here around 5.30pm to get his in-built webcam fixed! Watch tv while waiting.. He keep tease me.. saying i prawn.. =.= I AM NOT LOhz..
Only my face abit abit red nia.. His mummy also asked me why my face red red de! lols.. ps lohz.. Went home after dinner.. duii bu qii lohz!!! Haix..

My mummy called me and had quarrel a little againnn over the phone.. Haiz.. When i reach home.. It was the first time that she will reason out to me.. No raising of our voice, no slamming of things, nth! Talk as in really talk.. She began telling me the past.. She could remember it clearly.. The every little things that appear to be so blury to me.. Tears began to fill my eyes... for i had remember the fact that he has already left me forever.. His only request made to me was to take good care of mummy.. Nth else..

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